Through the Pains

If only I could tell my friends everything will be ok and their problems would be solved by done magic little pill.
If only.

If only I could cure my friends of illness, pain, and suffering.
If only.

If only I could have been a listening ear for someone who took his own life.
If only.

But, I know these things are not all for me to handle, solve, or advise. They are all part of a much bigger plan and it is not all about me, but I am a part.

I care so much and sometimes feel hopeless, and other times completely filled with hope.

I pray,
I cry,
I rejoice,
and worry.

I'm not God.

I am human and believe God can heal us beings. I believe. Not everyone believes and that is not for me either.

I believe.